PMO is an extremely rare condition, with fewer than 100 cases reported in the last century, although it may also be underreported. (Werbeloff, one of the Brain in a Vat co-hosts, is one of the case studies listed on the PMO Wikipedia page. In an article for The New Yorker, the journalist Shayla Love covered the PMO that Werbeloff first experienced in 2007, after spending months in bed with a severe case of mononucleosis. He was told to get in contact with Duchaine about his condition. His symptoms are not very severe, however, as he mentions on the podcast.)
PMO is also known as ‘demon face syndrome’, as it’s common for people to see demonic-looking faces, or faces that look like dragons. Maggie McCart, who has the condition, told Slate:
Sometimes, a person might look exactly like someone I used to know, maybe even someone I haven’t seen in over a decade. Say I’m riding the bus and looking out the window. There, on the street, will be a girl I went to school with in third grade. Except it’s not them—they just happen to be wearing their face.
Other times, these disorders can get truly bizarre and hallucinogenic, like a bad acid trip. The skin texture on a face can change, or their noses or eyes seem to be stretched and exaggerated in grotesque, plastic-y ways. Sometimes a person’s face and mouth are replaced by geometric shapes—triangles, hexagons, and so on. When that happens, I call it “going Picasso” because they remind me of his cubist paintings. I’ve had faces appear to be made of potato skin, or tree bark, like the talking apple trees in Wizard of Oz. And I’ll never forget that time I looked at a manager, and he gazed back at me with—no joke—the head of a dragon, complete with matte, black skin. (Thankfully, that distortion has only happened once.)
As described above, sometimes someone’s face is swapped for another, which can cause someone to mistake that person’s identity (this isn’t quite the same as prosopagnosia, as the latter doesn’t involve this kind of distortion, and it still involves a case of recognising someone familiar – just the wrong person).
No one knows exactly what causes PMO, but it will lie in damage or dysfunction in the brain’s face processing network, which, as we’ve seen, involves several brain areas, including the fusiform face area (FFA) and superior temporal sulcus (STS). The condition has also been associated with damage or abnormalities in the temporal, occipital, parietal, and frontal lobes. Generally, PMO is linked with brain damage or injury (this accounts for around 75% of cases of PMO), which may be caused by head trauma, stroke, lesions, or cysts. PMO may also be a manifestation of epilepsy or migraines. Damage to certain brain areas likely accounts for distortions that appear in specific locations on the face, depending on which side of the brain is affected. The condition is a visual/neurological problem, not a psychiatric one (although it can, of course, be tied to psychological distress, and it may also be tied to other conditions, although it should not be confused with a misdiagnosis like schizophrenia).
PMO facial distortions are often perceived as ugly, with eyes and teeth becoming prominent. Some describe the faces as cartoon-like. Faces are often perceived as contorted, disfigured, and having displaced features. One eye or eyebrow may be higher or lower than the other, eyes may droop, or features may look like they’re melting or be at weird angles. PMO can affect the whole face or just one side. Antidepressants and antipsychotics have not been seen to improve symptoms, although other medications like valproic acid and heparin have helped some patients. Often, those living with PMO come to accept and adjust to their symptoms, although this can take some time, as understandably, seeing people with demon faces or mistaking their identity can cause distress, as well as difficulty in one’s social life, relationships, and at work. McCart said:
[F]or most of my life, I did my best to ignore the symptoms and go about my day. I learned to recognize people by their shoes, or their clothes, or the way they walked. When I’d go on trips with friends and I’d get separated from them, I’d stay where I was and wait for them to find me—rather than walking off with someone who simply looks like them. I could manage. But my prosopometamorphopsia became an issue at an old job at an AV company, which was filled with a bunch of men in their 20s, who—to me—all blended together. I’d think I was talking to Tim, when really I was talking to Joey….
I’ve never been able to determine the cause of my prosopometamorphopsia, and it doesn’t kick in with every face I see. I did get diagnosed with autism a few years back, and Duchaine has told me that the disorder can be a side effect. There is also what I like to call the Sulfa Incident. Years ago, to treat a weird cyst on my leg, I was diagnosed with a sulfa antibiotic that my body reacted poorly to, and I was later told that I might have a sulfa allergy. The point is, afterward, my prosopometamorphopsia was further exacerbated—beyond face blindness and toward “Why does that person have a hexagon over their nose?” I’ve come up with some ways to alleviate those symptoms. Sometimes sitting down and drawing simple doodles of human faces helps me, like a way to remind myself what people look like.
But you know what? At this point, the distorted faces I see don’t scare me anymore. I’m used to it. I’ve made peace with it. Yes, when I first saw that dragon it was truly terrifying. Stuff like that would make me gasp. But now I’m able to relax, take a deep breath, remember that it’s just my stupid brain acting up. People don’t look like dragons, and thank God for that.
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